colorofthesky | IC Contact for lastvoyages

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IC Contact for lastvoyages

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“Hey, it’s Zack. Leave a message after the beep.”

[ beep ]

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Hmmm...

Well, good.

Is that not the answer you were hoping for?

I wasn’t really sure what you would say about it, actually.

I’m glad you liked it, though.

I'm certain this will come back around as being apart of one of my grand schemes.

I mean, there are definitely worse grand schemes than trying to get a kiss.

I'm aware, but that is not how others see this.

How they see what? You and Cloud?

Yes.

What do you think they see?

That I'm manipulating Cloud.

I don’t see that.

I figure all of this is weird for both of you to navigate sometimes, but…I don’t think you’re trying to do that.

Ask Yunlan what he thinks. He's made his opinion clear before.

What exactly has he said to you about it?

He's wished for me to stay away from the start.

I mean- I am pretty sure we all had some concerns. I’ve told you what mine were, and they really had more to do with Cloud’s situation than anything.

[ A pause, then- ]

Have you ever tried to explain to him - or anyone - what all of this really means to you?

It is not something others will understand.

Some might. Some might not.

But no one ever will if you don’t give them the chance to.

No one needs to.

Well, from what you said before, it sounded like it bothers you that people are making wrong assumptions about what’s going on with you guys.

So the best way to fix that is to try and explain it.

If it doesn’t bother you, that’s different - but it sort of sounded like it did, is all.

Edited 2023-05-11 00:23 (UTC)

I care little for what people think. It is their actions that concern me.

Okay, but people’s thoughts influence how they act.

So if someone is misunderstanding your intentions, explaining things can go a long way to preventing actions you don’t want.

And how many here believe my words?

You don’t have to explain this kind of shit to everybody. Just people you might want to understand.

I do think Yunlan would listen if you said you wanted to talk - but I don’t think he always knows if you’re being serious or not about certain things.

Like I can usually tell when you’re just being a shit, you know? Not everyone can.

There's nothing to talk about. It does not matter.

[Meaning he's just not going to talk about it. Because avoiding things is what he does.]

[ Zack sighs. ]

You're really stubborn, you know that?

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