[This was exactly why he had told Jamie he didn't want to do this. It's never that simple. It's never a simple apology. It's an apology and then it's an explanation and then people have to trade their life stories when, in reality, it should be a simple acknowledgement of fault followed by an honest agreement to not do the action again.
He considers not going, but decides that he's doing this for Jamie, if not for himself, and trudges up to the deck anyway.]
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He considers not going, but decides that he's doing this for Jamie, if not for himself, and trudges up to the deck anyway.]